sometimes your heart just needs to hurt.

I'VE BEEN HERE A MONTH! That's sooo scary! It's going too fast! I wish I could live here. I still feel it's for the wrong reasons sometimes but I know something has to give. yesterday we went to All Saints (AIDs camp) its was an amazing experience. I instantly had a little girl attached to my side (Sasha) and we were buddies the whole time.It really hit me being there more like "wow I'm SO selfish" there is a woman there named Ms. Moxie and she is so sick but she's still so happy and full of God's love. I'm jealous that's how awesome she is. and it just makes you think of how much we have and what complainers we are. Tomorrow is a new day though so we can always get better. Having Judson here has been amazing. it hasn't been quite so lonely and they are all so wonderful! we're going to have a bonfire again (third night in a row) it's so wonderful! I finally got to experience the WHOLE planetarium experience tonight. It's so hard to believe people could actually not believe in God, like at all. I mean look at all this around us! Everyday I'm still so thankful having Hannah here with me :) (hope she can say the same!) just keep praying for me please and of course I'm always thinking about you too! :)