It's been a while...

Sorry everyone, I knew I was going to be bad at updating this! But my mom did inform me that a lot of people read this! Which is very surprising on my part, now I feel like I'm going to need to write these more proper... which isn't going to happen anyways. BUT I thought about it! I keep reading on facebook about so many of my friends and their lives. It's amazing! I have friends having babies, getting married and getting jobs! It is all so wonderful and such a blessing! I'm also so very blessed to know that people truly do miss me! (which is awesome!) I do get down sometimes but I just need to remember that God is enough. Always has been, always will be. I've only got a month and 3 days left. So scary but if my season is truly suppose to end it will and I can't change that. I know in my heart that I will return here and maybe when I get older I'll be able to send someone down here just like Stacie sent me! and I wouldn't change that at all! I hope everyone is doing well and if anyone needs prayers please email me. I might not get them right away because my email is stupid but I will!

Well, I have been doing minor wedding planning and I've realized it's waaaay more stressful when it's your own wedding! But it's ok. I am so thankful my mom and my friends are all wanting to help me out it's such a comfort to know I have so many people supporting me! we pretty much decided on a date but we're still not 100% since I'm down here it's really hard to get everything figured out but being a Wedding Planner at heart I have a general idea of how I want things. Also, attention to anyone who knows how to use theknot.com PLEASE let me know how to make my knot website and stuff visible to my friends. I'm so lost! Jesse and I decided when I come back home we'll go register at Target and Bed Bath & Beyond! If there is anywhere better to register you can all let me know about that too! :) If you'd like to know YES I'M SOOOO EXCITED TO GET MARRIED!

The money has actually gotten really tight for me down here but God willing I can get a little more support. I'm still so thankful for everyone who has helped me out down here! I wouldn't be here without all your help!!! I Just hope God will move in a big way in my life down here, I've been reading "Lies Women Believe and Truths that set Them Free" and it's so eye opening and a lot of times VERY overwhelming! I look at every lie and think "wow, I've believed all of these lies at least once!" Like I say in every post please keep praying for me... I know we all need work but anyone that knows me knows how hard I am on myself. But I know God is good and in His time will do what He thinks is best. Thanks to everyone who reads this and is praying for me!